For the last 2 days I have really been going though...Just when I thought everything was under control. I have been feeling blue for a couple of days now. I have been feeling unloved! My mother is mad b/c I owe her money, but I can not give her something I do not have! I don't want to date! I have friends who are really nice but I don't want to be bothered. My job is another issue. I am bored at work, my contracting company is trying to get over!
I am just having some bad days and I really feel down! Really Down! I haven't felt this low in a while....I have been trying to hold it together but I feel like I am going to explode. I really don't feel like I have anyone to talk to. I have a few wonderful friends, but I do not want to keep calling them and complaining about my issues.
I tried to focus on God more and I just begin to cry! I know how good he is, but I want the love of a human, a touch from a human, conversation with a human.
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Girl, you are going through a bad patch right now. It is really hard going through the break-up and it can spill over to the other parts in your life. Maybe just take this time to be by yourself and take things slowly. Talk to your mom and see if you guys can come up with some kind of reasonable plan to pay her back. Don't worry about dating, I won't push it *lol* Let this be your time to figure out what you want. You are still young and you have a lot going for you at your young age. You are a good person, you know the Lord, you have a good job (even if they get on your nerves), you are smart, you have a car and a home. All the other things will come in time.
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