Cancelled Wedding

This whole wedding thing started off wrong all together.
I thought I could fix and help him, but all alone I was depriving myself.
He want his mother to walk him down the aisle. What! You don't even walk
down the aisle, but that fine.
I want to be involved, but he didn't meet with anyone or talk to anyone,
he didn't schedule apts. What does he want to help with?

Marriage Counseling was an EYE opener :o) I recommend it for everyone,
before you get married (Pre marital counseling). That is when I realized that
this wasn't going to work. We were total opposite. I am out going he isn't, I am
adventurous. He isn't. Why did it take so long for me to see this.
I am thankful for God. During the course of the time of the counseling and as
months drew closer God spoke to me.
I want God to fix something that want ordained by him!
What nerve do I have to ask him to ok something that he isn't ok with.
I have a true understanding and heard him the whole time.
I learned a lot out of this relationship. MEN = Respect WOMEN = LOVE.
I know what I am going to deal with and what I am not going to deal with
I am going to consult God before I mess with anyone from this point on.
I am going to work on Drawing closer to God so that I don't make any mistakes.
Not that this was a mistake it was a trial and I got through it. It just hurts when your
heart is involved.
I am going to allow God to Use me!
Signing off as the Single Again