OK...Here we go! After everything that has happen between my fiance' and I, I do not think it will every be the same. This week he has been working a lot all crazy ours and stuff like that and I had his daughter who I might mention hasn't spent any time with him at all this weekend. This gave me a lot of time to really think and look at things with our relationship and what I really want and deserve. I think this might be it ladies and gents. No wedding. No sex. No affection. No nothing..But oh well! I have to do what is best for me and my future.
I will say that I have learned a lot from this relationship. I do not want to mess with anyone else with kids. I want my man allll to myself! LOL..
I think I was really hung up on the whole wedding thing. The dresses, cake and food.
I know I am going to be heart broken for a minute and a little lonely, but like before I will get though it. I rather take care of everything now then waiting until I am walking down the aisle. What the heck am I going to do with my wedding dress :o( Oh well!
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Wait. I'm confused. What happened? What did he do? :( This is sad.
Ok. THis is what happen...He wasn't man enough for me. I had to walk him though everything..when I say everything I mean everything...I was a mommy to his 2 kids and he wasn't doing anything with them it all fell on me. I prayed about this for about 2 weeks and it was revealed to me what was going to happen and I am totally cool with what is going on.
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