Friday, December 12, 2008

Official..

So we have been broken up 5 days now and at first I was ok just a little sad because I will not see the kids, but now the weekend is hear I am going to see how I will survive. I am going to clean up and pack the rest of his stuff up tonight and during the rest of the weekend and store it away until he gets it.
I haven't gotten any sleep or eaten a real meal in 5 days and I am trying to snap out of it. I know I am human but this is burning my heart. When he was there I was lonely, but able to see him and now he is gone I am lonely.

I will be spending a lot of time with God over the course of the month to draw closer to him so that my heart can heal faster.

I am strong and I-N-D-E-P-E-N-D-E-N-T LOL..

2 comments:

luvinyounow said...

You'll definitely get through this with God. You should eat though. Don't let your health deteriorate because of this.

Learning & Changing said...

I'm trying not too. I just havent had an appetite.